It just keeps going, and going, and going...
No, I'm not talking about the Energizer Bunny. I'm referring to my state of affairs. My last lengthy post told of the misfortunes I'd been experiencing the past few months. Well, the journey through hell continues...
The past two weeks have left me emotionally raw.
I have been betrayed by a friend (my boss) and harassed by a co-worker. I've confronted the co-worker...hopefully that will be the end of it. My boss came through with the end result, but the round-about way she arrived at it left me wishing I'd been denied the previledge in the first place. I have no clue what kind of a game she was playing! It was so transparent anyone could have seen through it.
All of this has taken the drive right out of me. I'm the kind of person who gives 110%; I go way above and beyond the call of duty. I used to love what I do. My heart is no longer in it. I feel like just a shell at work--it is a completely foreign feeling to me.
I don't really know what lies ahead. I guess I'll just have to wait and see (and hope it is better than where I am right now!!)
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